Why I Worked 80 Hours a Week at 28

I worked 80 hours a week at 28 to:

Wake up at 10 am on a Monday.

Go back and lay in bed for an hour and think about how I’m going to pivot into just being the artist I have been trying to mentor for years and instead of being eternally stuck in a loop of trying to help other artists monetize their magic, I’m just gonna monetize mine… via my art.

To stay up until 3 am on a Sunday night and not worry about going to work the next day.

To have one client and a 6 figure a year income.

To never have to ask anyone to take time off or if I’m allowed to not feel good some days (no days off in the matrix!)

To hit the bong at 11:06 am and it be a legit part of my work day.

To not really have a work day, I just kinda have stuff I do.

To build such a massive grid of magic in my 20s I can live off it for the rest of my time on this planet.

To never be told what to do for money again.

To never have to work for some idiot with a fraction of my brain and 100x the control kink.

To do whatever TF I want for an eternity, always know I can monetize it, always know I’m the creator of my reality and to be Fully Self Sourced, not reliant on anyone else, not getting power from anyone else or siphoning energy from any gods, beings, or planets, just the never ending Source Well of MY magic, fully on tap.

And that’s why I achieved everything I’d ever wanted at 33 and had to build a whole new set of dreams.

That’s why people pay me the big bucks to work with me.

That’s why you’ll never see me in live launch cycles begging everyone and their mother to please come work with me FOR FREE (but you have to apply). 😹

I don’t have to play the game of business like a fucking muggle and work for free.

I consistently build things people actually WANT.

NO emotional, psychological, or time based manipulations necessary.

No FOMO activation so I can get the numbers and finally feel like a success.

Yeah, I went to trauma therapy weekly WHILE working 80 hours a week. 40 hours at a health insurance company. 40 hours of work on Harvest Rose a week. And an average of 12 hours of commuting a week. I have little patience for the women who so clearly and desperately need therapy, not to continue live launching their brains out while yelling at everyone that they are a “master”.

I will never wish for anyone to have to work like that to get out of the matrix.

But I’m also living proof that if you want to, you will.

Especially since I was living with POTS, Fibromyalgia, and C-PTSD. Some days I have to hit the bong to sit up. I live in a 5 on the pain scale as my minimum, most days. A 3 is the best I get, currently.

I didn’t smoke weed back in those days. I did everything I did through the raw determination that being in pain, being exhausted and having to do things MY way, even if everyone around me thought I was delusional WAS going to work because pushing myself was worth more than staying broke and broken my entire life by a system designed to keep me in it.

I did this for me. I didn’t do this to be some grand guru or egotistical spiritual leader who tells everyone they were born to do this, but can’t get people to work with them for free, much less get paid.

I did this because I needed to survive in a world not built for someone like me.

I did this because I had no other options.

And not only have I survived, I have thrived.

I left the matrix at 29 thanks to my work. I got my dream house at 29 thanks to it too. It has given me everything it said it would and so much more.

Not only has my work monetarily provided, and has paid my bills for over 9 years now, Harvest Rose Witchery has given me the versions of myself that I didn’t even know existed. She’s made dreams come true for me I never even could have envisioned.

Everything I’ve ever wanted to do, there’s Harvest Rose, running right next to me.

I didn’t do this to save other people. I didn’t do this to heal other people. I didn’t do this for other people.

I did this for me. I did it to save myself. I did it to heal me. I built my life and my reality FOR ME.

You don’t build a business to change the world.

You build a business to change YOUR world and then together, you will change the world for everyone you encounter.

Now I gotta go do a dab, and spend my morning thinking about how I’m going to maximize mine and Harvest Rose’s Joint Queen Slay this week.

While we are always open to the right new private clients finding us and beginning work with us (please fill out the contact form if that might be you!), my private work is now 6+ figures/ year and is only for clients who want to work with me for years to come, and we are not vibing with exclusively one income stream anymore.

We are very focused now, on The Art of Magic, which is our main inspiration, at this time in our art spaces.

The Mandala Effect, The Beautiful Backrooms, The Cosmic Spa and Le Château, as The House of Dumaine are the 5 Elements that now are the backbone of HRW and my work.

Making the unseen realms, forces, mechanics, codes and keys of magic seen is what’s getting me up in the morning now.

And waiting on my candle order, I have a Queen’s Source Wells I’m working on right now, and I’m ready to start flipping some switches here.

I’m also tuning into my next Private Clients because I’ve picked up FOUR of them in the field right now. They’ve had massive energy siphoning issues from a variety of sources and they are exhausted. I mean. Same. They also have a high level of active magic on/ around them. The Astral Bar Brawl Queen is prepared.

😎 I’m always ready to kick ass with a candle.

As Harvest Rose is a split definition in HD, we’ve always had a split focus.

The Balance, and maintenance of The Balance has been my driving force in all of my life and magical practices for over 15 years. I always described myself as a Grey Witch back in the day, and I have a sigil of liminality tattooed on my left arm, which I coded purposefully to maintain my tuning half in the earthly planes, half in the etheric to maintain a perfect balance of liminal connection 24/7. It’s worked well for me the last 9 years. Tattooing is a very practical magic.

I also worked that much to be horizontal on the couch again, writing a Chaos Blog with no planning, no outline, no notes, just chatting away about my work, at 11:40 am.

I worked that much so I wouldn’t have to watch the man of my dreams go to some job every day.

I didn’t want some muggle dude who worked 6 days a week, slept in another room, and “puts up” with my witchy shit, I wanted a man ridiculously in love with me, who wants to be with me 24/7 and that I would obviously teach magic to, train in Spellcasting, and we would magically co slay together, for an eternity.

And that’s what I got.

And that’s how the world got Ascended Frequencies.

See, I don’t buy these “New Earth Leaders” saying they prefer their absolutely non spiritual, muggle AF men.

They all secretly wish their husbands gave a flying fuck about their work, but I suppose if you can’t get that, deluding yourself that some guy who barely respects you, much less gives a crap about what you do daily is really what you wanted INSTEAD OF the man who thinks you’re literally changing the world with every breath, but like he’s there, so THATS BETTER RIGHT?

Yeah, I guess if you have no standards and don’t even bother to love yourself, sure?

I’ve never met a successful woman in the spiritual realms with a husband like that. Or a boyfriend either! I mean, they all lie and say how successful they are, but after my business coaching era when they all hopped in my DMs or booked VIP days with me and told me the truth, I realized most of those hoes are lying through their teeth every minute of every day and then wondering why no one who isn’t the lowest level, know nothing, pay nothing, “do I get your latest updates to that masterclass I bought 6 years ago for FREE” people wants to work with them. Why every launch fails. Why THEIR PEOPLE can’t find them.

Uhhhhhh honey? Your people ARE finding you. You just don’t like the quality of anything in your life because your standards are trash? Try leveling up yourself instead of trying to constantly run on someone else’s power (the planet, god, Jesus, Hecate, hide yo gods, hide yo planets, they’re siphoning energy from ERRYBODY UP IN HERE!)

I worked that hard so I could say shit like this at 37, because I looked around at 27 and was sick of everyone’s SHIT.

I was sick of the excuses and the lies everyone told themselves about why they couldn’t be more.

I was sick of trash witchcraft and spiritual practices being marketed as the answer to broken people’s solutions and then it breaking them more.

I wanted to help people with magic. And I did. Thousands of them.

Now I want to help people with a different kind of magic. The Magic of Art.

When my brain was destroyed by trauma, art put it back together.

Art has given me the memories everyone told me were just dreams.

Art creates the world you want to live in.

From training with Ballet Arkansas at 3 and making the Student Conpany at 6, to my BA in Theatre, to my 8 years studying Opera, specializing in Italian Art Songs, to the 1000+ spells I’ve created in the last decade to the 1000+ pieces of physical art I’ve created in the last 3 years, to the hundreds of digital art pieces I’ve created in 10 months, I am a prolific creator of both magic and art, and I always have been.

And now? This era is about making the unseen, seen. It’s time for this planet to see that real magic isn’t airy fairy bullshit mumbo jumbo. It’s a very real world, that functions on highly complex, mechanical interdimensional systems.

I told all my clients for years I could SEE the real world of magic. That’s actually why I’m so good at witchcraft and magic. I can see it. All. Not with my eyes closed. Not in a ceremony. Not occasionally. 24/7 I live in The World of Magic. That means I can track who fucked with someone magically at a level most people will never contemplate, too.

Now, I show the world what that means.

Most people never do a fraction of what I already have at 37.

And that’s why I left the matrix at 29 and worked 80 hours a week at 28. So I could do and be more than this world ever would have allowed me to.

You don’t have to be what everyone told you you had to be.

You just have to have the courage to go on the journey of becoming yourself.

That requires the sacrifice of the delusions of who you thought you had to be. It also requires you to give up all the half truths and fearlessly pursue a life you actually love, and never settle.

And now?

I’m tired of writing and it’s ✨Dab Time✨.

I’ve got the September Mandala Effect to finish today, I’m very excited about. I’ve also got some development work to do for The House of Dumaine, and it’s 4 elements, The Mandala Effect, The Beautiful Backrooms, The Cosmic Spa, and Le Chateau. And I need to go get my upscales started for the day in Midjourney, these portals aren’t going to make themselves! Working with Midjourney for the last 4 years is what got a TON of my dream memories fully online AND personified in the physical form- fun fact, I’ve made hundreds of thousands of images with Midjourney over the last 4 years and I live in the portals we create from them all day every day.

I don’t watch tv or movies, I literally live in the world I dreamed up 24/7.

I never include my Midjourney work in the count of my art pieces, but I think we now have over 50 video portals built from it, some up to 5 hours long. We put a series of images into video format, triplicate the images to make them look right and fit onscreen and then Michael adds the Ascended Frequency I channel for the portal location!

These portals make up the majority of The Beautiful Backrooms and The Cosmic Spa. The Beautiful Backrooms is focused on the unseen worlds of reality and portals into them. From The Neon Liminal Spaces to The Cosmic Grocery Store, Cosmic Libraries, Pleiadian Beach Portals, The Memory Warehouses, Chaos Information Portals, where do you wanna go? We can probably get you there.

The Cosmic Spa is focused on temples. You need a temple? We’ve got 50. Chakra Temples, Memory Temples, of course The Cosmic Spa locations, we have 3 Cosmic Spa portals at the moment, The Temples of Magic, The Temples of Hecate, The Temples of Vesta, it’s the ultimate place to recover from The Matrix. In a temple. In the literal frequency of the temple.

The Mandala Effect is predominantly focused on our digital art and Sleep Tuning, plus Matrix Extraction 101.

Le Cháteau is a world built from a story I channeled while “timeline skipping” to see another me… at 23. It’s about 13 families. And then another 13 families. And then actually 26 more families in addition to them. 26 of the families care for and wield magic. 26 of the families want to usurp their power and rule the world by using magic. I’m building the world of the story I channeled through art, information, and memory, because I was one of the “characters” and I believe the rest of the “cast” is present on the planet.

So that’s what I’ve got going on at the moment, people. Michael and Mira have arisen from their slumber, I still haven’t smoked anything bc I got distracted writing, hold on, Chaos Eternal Void Bong Hit!!!

Ok that’s better. I’m out of words, go forth and be fabulous.

Xoxo, Elena Rose